Out there in the black
Mar. 1st, 2010 11:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morslaLast night I was in bed by 1am, asleep around 1:45, and awake again at 2:30.
Three hours later, I gave up trying to get back to sleep, headed out to sit on the couch, and eventually passed out some time before 6am. I managed to grab a couple more hours of sleep, and also lost any chance of getting through a normal day's work.
It's not a good thing to find yourself thinking, "sleep would be great, but I'd settle for unconsciousness right now. What if I just held my carotid arteries until I passed out... I'm sure I'd relax my grip before anything fatal happened."
Here's hoping that sleep is easier to find tonight. I've been to the gym, eaten lots of healthy food, and have been dragging around the kind of weary that needs months to accumulate. I also have to move offices tomorrow, and would like to make a non-zombie impression on the people in my new building.
Three hours later, I gave up trying to get back to sleep, headed out to sit on the couch, and eventually passed out some time before 6am. I managed to grab a couple more hours of sleep, and also lost any chance of getting through a normal day's work.
It's not a good thing to find yourself thinking, "sleep would be great, but I'd settle for unconsciousness right now. What if I just held my carotid arteries until I passed out... I'm sure I'd relax my grip before anything fatal happened."
Here's hoping that sleep is easier to find tonight. I've been to the gym, eaten lots of healthy food, and have been dragging around the kind of weary that needs months to accumulate. I also have to move offices tomorrow, and would like to make a non-zombie impression on the people in my new building.
