Lately, I've been making a conscious effort to push myself a bit harder when painting. I hadn't really made any improvements in about a year, though not for lack of trying. A plateau is a good thing to aim for from the ground, but it's a little boring if you can't get off it.
Well, that's not strictly true. My
hands hadn't made many improvements, but my
eyes had... At the Gencon painter's panel discussion, Amy mentioned that your hands and eyes tend to leapfrog each other. I'm getting a lot more critical of figure painting, as I have a better understanding of what to look for - Geologists and microscopists will be familiar with that learning period of "getting your eye in," where you learn to recognise important details. The problem with painting is that
recognising a technique, and being able to
replicate it, are two very different problems...
It can become a bit demoralising, too. If your eyes are ahead of your hands, you percieve your work as going backwards - at least, until you look at an older model. Sometimes you lose the motivation to paint for a while, which only worsens the problem as lack of practice won't help your technique. Eventually, though, the cycle turns around and your painting starts improving at a faster rate.
Since painting the Gencon bodger models, I've finally started to move on from where I've spent the last year. It's a nice feeling, finally getting some traction. It plays merry hell with any attempt to keep the new models consistent in quality with what I painted six months ago, but I like being able to finish each piece and know that I learned something from it.
The problem now is that I'm sitting at an "in-betweenie" point. Wargamers paint models to get them on the table for a game. Showcase painters work on single models, often for competitions. Wargaming painters marvel at the flawless techniques of the showcase models, while showcase painters wonder how the hell wargamers paint models so damn
fast. Whichever group you currently sit in, feedback is an important mechanism for getting better at what you do.
Which is the tricky part. Posting work on most wargaming forums these days rarely gets comments beyond "that's cool," which (while a confidence boost) don't give me much to work on. Posting on painting forums rarely gets any feedback at all, as I'm light years away from the quality of work being diplayed there. I'd like to shorten that gap, as I'd love to paint like
this. Right now, I'm not exactly sure how to go about doing that, though.