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I'm sick of this.

I've been in bed for all but twelve hours, since Saturday night. Eight of those twelve hours I spent on the couch.

I just don't seem to be getting any better. I still can't stand up for more than a minute, and my head is splitting open. I can't even sit in a chair for more than about half an hour.

I'm pretty much out of food, and out of medication. The plan was to be well enough to go shopping by now. I think I'm averaging a cup of soup each day - half the time I can't face the thought of food, and half the time I lie here starving but I can't get down the stairs.

I'm going to try to make it to a doctors' tomorrow. It's been a week, and I'm just getting worse.